Will there be anyone who will understand what I go through,
will I ever realize what I really want to do.
Smiling, laughing, playing and talking
all that I do to keep me going through.
But, what is it that I really want,
where is that peace of mind I can find.
An unsaid fear, a doubt if I will succeed ,
I do realize I cannot keep all happy,
but will that one be happy.
Why this fear, why this doubt
all I do is smile for a while .