Today I was going through my journal which I started 7 yrs back how difficult it is not to wonder what a ride it was. downs, up, love, hatred, suffocation, happiness possessiveness, friendship god knows… More
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No time no rhyme just read the mind
With words that flow I share what comes in my mind.
The synergy of words the puzzlement of heart
Lots to talk but short of words
there was a time when words were my sword.
now I am bewildered on how to show case what I have…….
Happy Birthday dear….
When I first saw you, it was such a pleasure to see you,
A smiling face, a welcoming heart,
A spontaneous spark is what you impart.
Your smartness motivate me to core,
your personality touched my soul.
No nonsense attitude you carry,
But ready to help when its needed.
The sound of your laughter feels like a jingle,
makes our heart smile with a tinkle.
You are the joy of every event and party,
you make the place so fun and lively.
Dedicated to the work, perfection is taken first.
I am glad that I met you,
You brought me back of what I could do.
On this special day of yours, all I have to say is
Thank you for coming across.
Praying with all my heart for your happiness
and success my dear friend Sinimol Vanraj.
No name कोई नाम नही
Photo: courtesy Prashant Verma
No words to describe what’s in my mind today
Old memories faint with time I say,
But the feelings never die.
They live in us for life time
till we cherish those moments with pride.
I have been hunting , searching along
Where can find those memorable time and
I questioned the universe with a sigh.
Who says the universe don’t answer,
Today I can say tbey do answer all the time.
“O universe” Thank you I want to say,
For giving me the moments I was searching a while.
No name I have to give what I found
But never would I let it go again,
Atleast not at this life time that I count.
No name to it, it’s just a beautiful feeling.
कैसे करुँ बयाँ हाल दिल का, अल्फाज़ न्ही मिल रहे।
धुन्द्ली हो चली थी यादें, पर वो एहसास ताजा थी आज तक साथ मेरे ।
कहाँ मिलेगा वो पल एक बार और, पूछ्ती थी कुदरत से हर पल।
कौन कहता सुनती नही आवाज़ कुदरत हमारी, आज मिली मेरी प्यारी सी यादें सारी।
शुक्रिया ऐ फरिश्तो दिया ये नायाब सा मौका।
कोई नाम नही है देने को, मिला वो खोया रिश्ता मेरा,
जाने ना दूँगी अब इसको इस जनम में दोबारा।
नाम नही कोई इसका बस ये एहसास है एक प्यारा ।
The situation right now may be worse
Taking time to get in control.
It’s the anger that nature showed
For all we did to torture to its core.
But time will pass it will forgive our mistakes,
Coz even though it’s late,
Each one of us has realized our mistake.
It has brought us back to our basic time
To live with love, togetherness and care for all everytime.
Prayers for each one of you is what I do,
Blessed be each one with care, strength and courage
to face this time with hope and faith that this will pass through.
आज बैठे इस सूरज की रौशनी के तले
दुआ बस दिल में यही लिये,
खौफ का जो साया लहरा रहा है मन में,
जल जाये इस रौशनी तले।
Sitting under the rays of sunshine
I just pray with all my heart,
The fear that looms among our minds
Be burnt under the rays of light.
An unsaid fear
Will there be anyone who will understand what I go through,
will I ever realize what I really want to do.
Smiling, laughing, playing and talking
all that I do to keep me going through.
But, what is it that I really want,
where is that peace of mind I can find.
An unsaid fear, a doubt if I will succeed ,
I do realize I cannot keep all happy,
but will that one be happy.
Why this fear, why this doubt
all I do is smile for a while .
Just a smile
A smile can inspire
A smile can make a day shine.
A smile that makes you forget all sorrow
A smile that motivate you to the core.
A smile for me that makes my day
Without a word uttered gives confidence it’s way.
Thank you for coming my way,
Your presence have blessed the life I stay.
कैसे तेरे दिल को टटोले हम, तन्हा जो तुम्ने छोड दिया
आज भी उन पल को याद कर जीते है
जिसको हमने साथ जिया।
We will miss you
What a life we have, you there and me here,
13 long years since we have been married,
But most of the years we are away from each other.
The ups and downs that life taught us,
We sailed the tough time so will this time.
But I miss the presence of my man in life,
Kids miss their dad and our son miss you more.
All I pray is to let this time pass soon,
Else you will be missing the kids growing up scenes.
These 20 days when you were here it was fun for our son,
And a moment of peace for me my dear.
Today you went back we’ll miss you so much,
Don’t know next when will be the time when you come again.
Be safe my dear.. we all love you and miss you
वो धुन्दली यादें- those faint memories
वो बाली उम्र वो नोक झोक, सिर्फ यही याद है बचपन का वो दौर।
पेहली नज़र का वो मिलना वो बातो का सिलसिला,
स्टेशन पर जब हमारा लड़ना, तो दोस्तों का वो खिलखिलाना।
धुन्द्ली सी याद दिल में है, पेहली बार आपकी बाहों में आना।
वो पल भी जब हम कुछ फासले मिटाने चले,
एक दूसरे के आगोश मैं खुद को भुलाने चले।
जाने फिर क्या दौर आया सब कुछ छूट गया,
बाहों का क्या मानो साया भी रूठ गया।
ना खबर आपको हमारी ना हमे आपको एक पल देखने का मौका,
जाने कयों मुरझा गया मोहब्बत का पनपता नन्हा सा पौधा।
देखा जब आपको बरसो बाद पेहली बार,
दौड कर सिमट जाऊँ बहों में मन का था यही हाल।
अफसोस फासले और दायरे अब इत्ने है दरमियां,
अपको छुप कर देखने का हुनर भी सीख लिया हमने आज।
भर लिया आपके चरणो की धूल को मांग में,
ख्वाबों में जी लिया बचपन की वो आरजू हमने ।
कुछ सोच कर ही मिलया होगा खुदा ने हमे आज,
वर्ना उम्र के इस दौर पर क्या है कुछ खास।
अब ना जाना छोड कर इल्तिजा है बस इतनी,
दोस्ती के नाम सही, ताउम्र रेहना संग मेरे गुजारिश है बस इतनी।
नोक झोक नाराजगी सब जायज़ अपनी जगह,
वादा करो अब ना छोडोगे पहले की तरह।
A faint memory of those time, our silly fights and arguments delight
The first time we met and then our never ending talks and fun.
I remember our silly fight at the station, which was fun for our friends at that moment.
A moment when you took me in your arms, I vaguely recall the feeling we both had at that moment.
What happened then that we went away, never to meet no contact in any way?
No news that I could get of you nor did you try to find me on the way.
The seed of love just died even before it could bloom and stay.
Ages later when I saw you, all I wanted was to run and wrap you in my arms.
But the distance between us is so far that now I have learned to feel you from that far.
There could be a reason why we met after so long, God must have planned something far more better.
Let’s fight and argue again, silly things could be the name. Argue as much you want but promise that you would not leave this time and go again…
